Finding my own path

I must remember how important it is that I find and follow my own way and path; I never again want to get to that 'I have to do/say 'whatever' or 'x/y/z' will happen' way, where it becomes something like superstition and nothing to do with the beauty I know exists in Judaism(because I have glimpsed it), whichever way my path follows.....

even if it is only in small things: small things I *can* do, done with good heart, mean more to me than a lot of things done 'because so and so said so' ....... so, do what I am drawn to, and do it with all my heart.....